BLAH.

I need a temp layout up at my site. I need to blog. I've been caught up in alot of things, but that's good. Summer is about living, right?

I have thoughts embedded in thoughts on top of thoughts hidden behind thoughts. Not to say my mind is cluttered, just means I've been slacking on my thinking lately. I spent alot of time escaping my thoughts when they pile up like that, but now that I have a moment of silence...I see them backed up like that.

In due time. Just wanted to let ya'll know I was still here.

*salutes and exits* ...

Now Playing: with my boobies...
sike sike, lol. silence is bliss, folks. i'm enjoying it.

YAY! That stupid ass free 16 day xanga trial is over. *skips around room like diana ross in 'the wiz'*

I was so sick and tired of that shit because it was furking up my entries. I'm not even going to bother to fix my last one. I was trying to say that I hope I would see my baby, but of course it didn't happen so uhm err, who cares?

I am sitting here in the coolest mode over. The sweltering heat has not started yet, as it is only 5:05 AM. The fan is in the window blowing in just enough cool air, and I'm chilling here in some basketball shorts and...that's about it. No shirt, no tank, no bra, nothin. I know ya'll probly like 'Hmm, TMI ...invest in a life' LOL Sorry but until you have experienced this, you would not understand. This is going to be the highlight of my day, peoples. Because by like 10:00 AM it's going to be hotter than african punani.

Remind me to stop saying that, it is beginning to stick in my mouth like now & laters, yo. It's so inappropriate, there are better ways to describe heat like...you know..."two fat bitches [followed by something, anything, be creative]" lol...right. *rolls eyes*

Okay I am going to scratch my boobies, then head to bed. Ahh, the freedom of this page. It's fun just writing the first shit that comes to my mind, but I realize I have a dope ass layout I am like 82% done with. I need to get with that. Oh oh, one more thing. Neal is my new boo since Brian's stupid ass took my other asian boo. I am heartbroken because Timex* was like, the asian boo of my dreams. *sigh* Life shall go on peoples. I guess it's back to picking petals of daisy's.

(*the names have been changed to protect the gorgeous)

Now Playing: Got Your Money - ODB f/ Kelis
"You looking at my wrist sayin 'this so niiiiiiice'...."

I can't believe they are actually playing my video on MTV2, lol. I've been thinking about this song ever since Ol' Dirty's ass got out of jail. Like, "yo remember that funny song with him and Kelis? Wooo, that was the joint!" Then out of nowhere, it just pops up on my tv. Little things like that make my day. The little things, people.

Seven days out of every month I sit and I think to myself, "this just doesn't make any sense". That will be all.

Okay, okay I'm not that random. But damn, I had los ill crampos the other day. (Like using fake spanish will make them seem less disturbing, I'm a trip). But yeah, los crampos were kicking my culo. How can someone so emotionally strong be so physically weak? All it took was one cramp and I'm curled up on the bed like "mommy, please help me". And now, the cramps are gone but now I feel yucky. Don't believe the hype about wearing white pants and khakis while you are on your period - it doesn't happen, no matter how good the tampon on. We women just don't like to take any chances. So let me know why I am staring at a pair of white shorts, white capris, the lightest pair of denim jeans I own, and a denim skirt. I have no other clothes, they are at my moms house. Talk about dilemma.

Part of me hopes my dad goes to the city tomorrow, because I would love to see my

Now Playin: Keep It Movin - Kiley Dean
"And I'm cool, long as you dont be all up in my face. Just say hi or goodbye, you aint even gotta be fake..." 

*highlight + backspace* (i'll save this for my site)

Anyway, I downloaded Kiley Dean's album. Well, some of it. I got lazy. It's really nice though. This song I'm listening to sticks out in my mind. So I took the time to type out the lyrics. I re-worded some of them to show how they fit how I'm feelin right now.

Wow, what a shock to see
You over here talkin to me.
I don't know, what you think
But you're not embarassing me
Ever since [I] quit you,
You act like you got something to prove.
But I'm calm, and I'm cool.
I think you know what you better do.

(Keep it movin) Just say hi, or goodbye
(Keep it movin) You aint even gotta be fake
(Keep it movin) I'm too clean, for a scene
(Keep it movin) [I] aint feelin you anyway
(Keep it movin) Because, [I'm] in love
(Keep it movin) And my baby aint goin no place
(Keep it movin) And I'm cool, long as you
(Keep it movin) Don't be all up in my face

Do you think, I don't see
You whispering and looking at me?
On the side, trynna shine
But [I'm] the only one that [they] see
Suddenly, without a doubt
[I] wasn't feelin what you're about
So it's clear, why I'm here
If you don't know then figure it out...

It would be better for everybody if we
Just pretended we never met.
The sooner you keep moving the sooner we can forget.
Just say hi, or goodbye
You aint gotta be fake with me no more, no more
Why you whispering and staring at me?
Aint nobody hearin you but your crew
'Cause [I] aint even payin attention to you.
Just say hi, or goodbye
You aint gotta be fake with me no more, no more...

Keep it movin, Keep it movin
Keep it movin....

Now Playing: So Gone Remix - Fame & Nina
"Never thought you have me throwin chairs like I was on Springer..."

Okay, I had to join the nemo toy club. I got my first Finding Nemo toy yesterday JOY! He is so cute, and we have the same exact laugh. I swear. *giggles*

But uhm yeah...I need to finish my layout. I kinda forgot all about it in the midst of seventhirty.net construction. It's coming along reeeeal good, we got a few tricks up our sleeves too. I think you'll like it.

My boyfriend had me blushing so hard on the phone last night. *hides face* lol. I have two joys in my life, and he is one of them. The other is my little brother Jeh'ron. To be on that level in my life, means so much. They both remind me about the positive things in life. My little blessings...awww...okay. Let me stop. I tend to walk that border between sentiment and cheesiness.

Oh yeah, this is me and my pink kangol. And my black hoodie. And my pink shirt that makes my boobies look pretty. Together, we have the best of times. *muah* See ya...